Thing I've been chewing on...

Let me start by saying God is so so good! Today has started like any other day. I have done laundry, cleaned up the house, made lunch, fed little Pax and put him down for his afternoon nap. During his nap he woke up crying. He wasn't fully awake while crying so I stood over his crib waiting for him to fall back to sleep. He continued crying in his half concious state so I debated picking him up and soothing him because he had only been "naping" for about 45min. I decided what the heck I'll pick him up and take my chances on waking him all the way up. While I held him/rocked him God laid it on my heart just how great his creation is. While I was rocking him he put his little arms around my neck and nestled his face against my chest, I can tell you there is NO greater feeling than that. To know that he loves me and needs me that much puts such a warmth in my heart. After that I laid him back down and he went right to sleep. It's like all he needed was another hug and kiss. The fact that God knew before I ever met Benny (my hubby) that we would have Paxton just awes me. Paxton is such a testament to me of how much Jesus loved me and what a sacrafice his life was for me. Paxton is a miracle child; one we never thought we'd have. I feel so blessed that God saw Benny and I worthy of having a child. I love my son more than words can express. Thank you Lord for my son and for giving up your son to die for me on the cross.

We had a great time playing in the grass!



oops the sun was right in Pax's face....sorry bubby




This was his first experience with grass, so of course he tried to put it in his mouth.....



He loves his daddy!







We wanted to get a picture of all three of us but apparently Pax wasn't as excited about it!

Our Fathers Day picnic!

For fathers day Pax and I made daddy his favorite meal (sushi and snicker doodle cookies) packed it all up and went to the park for a picnic.



The boys are ready to go!

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!

Pax is a morning person!

He loves when we sing to him.




I think he got bored with me singing the same song to him over and over again. I have got to learn some new nursery ryhmes!

but he loves his mommy too (don't let that face fool you)

He loves his daddy

Summer Time

Paxton had his first experience with a pool this summer.

Cold water isn't on his list of favorites :)

Johny Jumper Adventures

So we bought Pax a Johny Jumper because everyone said that babies love them. Im not so sure Pax got that memo.














After cying for several minutes he decided he was bored.

Tummy Time!

Pax is growing up so fast

Paxton will be 4 months old on Wednesday and I can't believe it! It seems like only yesterday we were bringing him home from the hospital unsure of what we would do once we got home. He has been such a blessing and a joy. I'm so glad the God gave us our miracle, even if it was a little sooner than we had imagined :)